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Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:26 AM

DISCLAIMER: this journal was written by a CHILDISH, ENVIOUS and SELFISH person: me!

_{Hi everyone!
everyone who?
that's the point.
I have 103 watchers and most of them are not even active.
It's like I dont have any watchers at all.
And yes, I feel frustrating.
I dont think I'm such a bad photographer: I'm an amateur and I cant afford a photography school but I keep trying to get over my edges, and improove - to myself, at first - that I can be a good photographer...
I buy fashion magazines (such as vogue, glamour, vanity fair) every single month and study every set, every article, every photographer uncaring about fashion.
I chase after my friend, my relatives and even after strangers sometimes beggin them: "please! let me take some portraits!" It's pretty umiliating, according to me. (yeah, I know, Im too proud =_= ).
I made a research about the history of photography, about Naguerre, Talbot, Niepce, exc..
I constantly look for new photographers to study and to get some inspiration from, such as Cartier-Bresson, Man Ray, Diane Arbus, Annie Liebovitz, David Lachapelle but also many photographers here on DA (and I give watchs, faves and comments).
I keep askin some local photographer to hire me as an assistent and they always say: you're good but NO, i cant! (damn economic crisis!)
Anyway, I'm angry. I'm very very angry.
I'm angry because despite all my efforts i feel like nobody apreciate my works.
Take a look at the statics.
I've been posting on DA for a year and half (almost two years)and theeseare my stats:

Comments per deviation: 4.16
Favourites per deviation: 3.92
Views per deviation: 67.87
Comments per day: 1.79
Favourites per day: 1.69
Views per day: 29.28
Pageviews per day: 8.7

two years, 300 deviations, 6000 pageviews.
shitty, isnt it? that totally sucks!
Around DA, but also other social network, I see alot of profile full of supporters and, imho, mayoh them dont deserve so much popularity at all.
On the contrary someone told me: ur great, why dont u have more pageviews?
WHAT THE HELL DO I KNOW?!
i post, i comment, i fav, i watch, i join clubs...
i sincerely dont know what else can i do. i feel upset.
fuck.

CLUBS:}

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=StarKissedSapphire 4 days 22 hours ago

Hey I love your gallery! It's rare these days to find a real artistic photographer, so I'm quite thankful I stumbled onto your page. Keep it up, keep being creative! You've got some really stunning images and I cannot wait to see more from you

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~petruccinaphotograph 4 days 9 hours ago

hi! i'm deeply glad u liked my works. ur support means a lot for me. ahah i dont have many supporters xD
oh, and thank you for watching me!

c ya

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=levdir 5 days 6 hours ago

Thank you kindly.

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~petruccinaphotograph 5 days 6 hours ago

ur welcome

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~mildhand 6 days 3 hours ago

thankies

~petruccinaphotograph 5 days 9 hours ago

ur welcome! *_*

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~ElenaBazu 6 days 9 hours ago

thanks so much for fav.
btw, you have great gallery!
i wish you success in your art.

~petruccinaphotograph 6 days 9 hours ago

owh *_* ur very welcome.
thanks for your compliment.
and your very talented too

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~ElenaBazu 6 days 9 hours ago

~petruccinaphotograph 6 days 9 hours ago

*w*

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~krisi-chan Nov 13, 2009, 6:33:45 AM

Thank you for the fav ^^

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~petruccinaphotograph Nov 13, 2009, 7:19:32 AM

ur welcome

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~alibalikci Nov 10, 2009, 8:32:32 AM

merci mademoiselle

~petruccinaphotograph Nov 11, 2009, 7:27:01 AM

merci a toi!

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=pic44 Nov 10, 2009, 4:00:58 AM

(:

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~petruccinaphotograph Nov 10, 2009, 6:03:39 AM

mi sono meravigliata di non averti watchato ancora XD stammi bene!

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~madokaaa Nov 5, 2009, 11:33:23 AM

no problem

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